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Sep. 5th, 2007 09:13 amDisgusting. This whole place... It's become worse than it was before. I go unconscious for... A couple days, apparently? And the island looks like it's become a resident of Hell itself... Keh. It doesn't help that I feel... Warm. I hate feeling warm. I think I can now confirm this, hm? My head feels heavy, the demon won't allow me to take a step out of the infirmary, despite my belief that it isn't even that, at the moment, and I honestly feel a bit... Horrible. Hm.
...I heard that Kanna wasn't all that pleased, with what I got into, that resulted in me feeling this way. Not like I really had much of a choice, in the matter. I either complied, or that pathetic monster would've done something to her. That pathetic monster would have made Kanna into that again... Kanna, I do ask you if you'd want to act like that in the future, so I'll know whether to step in or not, when they try. That way, I won't make you upset again.
...Hm... All of this is really... Pathetic. That monster is pathetic. This situation is pathetic. Almost everyone seems to be pathetic at this point... Even I'm pathetic, right now. Sick. Weak. The demon also seems to be under the impression that after we find something that looks edible, he's going to make sure I start eating twice a day. Keh. What authority does he have, to try to make me do that? It's just... Pathetic. Pointless. Worthless. I was fine, before. I don't need the demon to change that, especially seeing as it isn't even related to how I feel.
...Especially seeing as I'm not even hungry, at the moment.
...I heard that Kanna wasn't all that pleased, with what I got into, that resulted in me feeling this way. Not like I really had much of a choice, in the matter. I either complied, or that pathetic monster would've done something to her. That pathetic monster would have made Kanna into that again... Kanna, I do ask you if you'd want to act like that in the future, so I'll know whether to step in or not, when they try. That way, I won't make you upset again.
...Hm... All of this is really... Pathetic. That monster is pathetic. This situation is pathetic. Almost everyone seems to be pathetic at this point... Even I'm pathetic, right now. Sick. Weak. The demon also seems to be under the impression that after we find something that looks edible, he's going to make sure I start eating twice a day. Keh. What authority does he have, to try to make me do that? It's just... Pathetic. Pointless. Worthless. I was fine, before. I don't need the demon to change that, especially seeing as it isn't even related to how I feel.
...Especially seeing as I'm not even hungry, at the moment.
