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[thefrozenstorm]

...Hm. A past that can't be brought back, huh?

Kanna, you might not want to talk to me anymore, but I'm going to say this anyway. So that you may at least be able to see it.

I know what past can't be brought back. It's the past where you were normal. Just a girl that I fell in love with. You weren't involved in anything supernatural. You weren't trying to fix everything, like that cult that was around, before... That's the first and last time I've really seen you scared of something, Kanna. The fact that you could be meant that you weren't someone "special". That you knew there were things that people did not understand, or triumph over.

You were just you.

And then... There's the past where I was how I was. Unemotional. Cold. Colder than I am right now. I didn't know about these abilities back then... But I guess I wouldn't have needed them. I was basically a frozen bastard, no doubt due to how everything was... Especially with North School.

I didn't fall in love with you at first. In fact, I rejected your attraction to me, when you admitted it.

...But I grew to care about you. To love you. I became devoted to you... To the point where your presence alone could make me happy.

...Being away from you is the worst thing I could imagine, because of that. But I try to give you the space you need... I try to keep my distance, while you think.

...But I need to stop being so complacent about this. Or I'm going to lose this... Something that I've worked for, and something that I want to stay, no matter what troubles might appear.

Speak to me. Yell at me. Do anything you want. I don't care what, because I'll at least know, that at this point, it's you that shall say it. Unchanged from who you are. Unchanged from what you are.

And it will never change the fact that I'll love you more than anything... And will never change the fact that I'll never leave you.

But I know that we can at least work through this, as long as we're at least willing to speak... And who knows, maybe some "happiness" will be there... Just like the happiness I had, when I knew that there was a chance that I could spend my life with you.

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[tenjoin-fubuki.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you could use some relationship advice.

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[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...Likely.

Re: [PRIVATE]

[tenjoin-fubuki.livejournal.com]

Fortunately, I'm here to help! What's the problem?

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[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...I'm scared that Kanna is going to end up leaving me, because of the dangers that occur. Because of the fact that we keep having to pull each other out of trouble, which tends to be supernatural in origin.

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[tenjoin-fubuki.livejournal.com]

I see... Is it that she thinks she's dangerous to you, or that you're dangerous to her?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

There's something going on between you and Kanna...?

((Observant, isn't he?))

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...She hasn't spoken to me for quite a few days. Because she was mad that I had done something to myself that she couldn't fix, but I was able to.

...Because she was still mad at me for getting Darkness out of her.

I had given her the space she asked for, but...

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

...I see... I really hope this works out for the both of you, you guys are really awesome together!

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...I hope so, too.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

You have my support anyway!

[eyeofthekitty.livejournal.com]

...

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...Hm.

Is there something you... Want to say?

[eyeofthekitty.livejournal.com]

You better talk to her. And get this fixed.

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

I want to talk to her. I need to talk to her.

But it doesn't even help that I don't know where she is right now.

[eyeofthekitty.livejournal.com]

...

[saiou-takuma.livejournal.com]

Kidnap her with rope.

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...If I even still had that, that might give the wrong message.

[saiou-takuma.livejournal.com]

IT WOULD stop her from doing something stupid and it's good for kinky sex.

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...The first thing... Why else do you think I got the rope in the first place? As for the other.....

I just want to talk to her, though. Even if the outcome is... Unpleasant.

[saiou-takuma.livejournal.com]

Rope would keep her from leaving and being reckless and BE FORCED to actually sit down and use the rusty thinking cogs in her head.

So put it to good use.

[shinjimommy.livejournal.com]

This entire island is a fuckin' soap opera. Tell the bitch to listen or get out.

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...Blunt.

[shinjimommy.livejournal.com]

Ain't fuckin' worth it if the bitch ain't gonna listen. If she doesn't want to work to fix it, then screw it.

[thefrozenstorm.livejournal.com]

...Hm. It doesn't work that easily. It if did, a good number of the troubles the world has wouldn't exist.

[shinjimommy.livejournal.com]

You're a dumbass. She obviously is gonna keep doing whatever the fuck it is she's doin'. You aren't gonna save her, you aren't gonna be Prince Charming. Because she ain't no Disney Princess. If she ain't willin' to actually listen to this retarded shit, then you outta go find someone who will.